By By James  <joley@epix.net>
Date: 25 January 1998

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My eyes waunder in a painful hope
Tired and scared but nowhere to hide
Yerning for romance so much it hurts
Twenty-two years but I'm still alive,
Call me a dreamer because that is what I am
On this pain I thrive which will never be ceased
Without love my life devalues day by day
I'm so alone my mind has creased,
But my dreams are vivid within every thought 
Carrying me through my fantasy-filled days
Too scared to attempt reality
For around my dreams lie barriers of haze
Visions of the past my eyes deceived
My thoughts were right but my heart believed.
My heart believed in love.