By TONY Date: 17 January 1998
AS A GROW OLDER I FEEL MORE HURT I START TO REALIZE I HAVE HURT OTHERS AS WELL I HAVE TREATED MYSELF AND OTHERS LIKE DIRT I HAVE MADE THIS LIFE A LIVING HELL IT WAS ME THEREFOR I TAKE THE BLAME MY FEELINGS ARE ALL FULL OF SHAME I HOPE I HAVENT MADE PEOPLE FEEL THE SAME I NOW KNOW HOW IT FEELS AND I HOPE THIS PAIN EVENTUALLY HEALS