By Cinderella
Date: 7 December 1997

Bells

Sometimes I see your face right before I fall asleep.  Sometimes I think of
something you once said, and I'll find myself smiling in the middle of a
class.  I have carried every word, every smile, every expression, every
sigh.  I have comitted to memory what your hand feels like when it's holding
mine, or what your chin feels like on my shoulder.  Just how well I fit when
I rest my head on your shoulder at any given moment and it is always the
right moment.  How every song we have ever danced to has been the perfect
song, no matter what.  The fact that I will never forget how safe I feel in
your arms, how comfortable your are when we are gazing at the stars.  Those
stars have done so much for me in terms of you.  To say I love you would be
like saying that the grass is green or thesky is blue.  It is a well-known
fact that I love you with every bone in my body.  And with every beat of my 
heart, I love you that much more.  So may people have told me "tell him how
much you love him."  I have been trying to do so for four years.  And it has
all been for nothing.  "It" meaning the endless nights of crying, the days 
spent wondering if you were thinking of me a fraction of how much I was 
thinking of you.  The countless poems written, the phone calls-attempting 
to come up with an excuse as to why I was calling you.  I couldn't very 
well tell you that I just needed to hear your voice before I went to sleep.
Maybe I am crazy, and that's fine, because it has made me that much saner 
in the long run.  I have always and will continue to love you - everything
about you.  This is not a plea, nor is it a guilt trip attempt.  It is
merely a proclamation in the name of my heart and my soul - which have both
belonged to you for sometime now.  I love you.


                                                      ~Jessica Anne~