By Jessika
Date: 16 December 1997

Remember When

Big brown eyes
I picture them
Remember them
When it seemed like 
They could see right thru me
Long skinny fingers 
Oh how I miss the touch of them 
Against my skin
Pale pin lips 
I remember how they use to take mine
So mercilessly
But yet so tenderly
How it use to make my lips just ache
For hours after
I long for your eyes, your finger, your lips
As I look back
I remember every little detail of you and me together
And it makes me realize 
What a ggod thing I lost
It seems like a little piece of heaven
When it rains I find myself dancing in it
The way we use to
And then I think about it and I realize
You will never be there
So I just stand there letting the rain fall on me 
And then in one split second the rain stopped
And the new puddles and wet ground 
Aren't from the rain 
But are from my new but somehow old tears
See what he's doing
Teasing me with his memories
Why can't you be here?
Why can't you hear me?
Or see me?
It's tearing me apart but maybe someday
Fate will play its part
I know we were meant to be because I can feel it
Deep in my heart