By Nikki
Date: 29 June 1998

Resolve

Crash!!!
 
The soft click of the phone sounds like a train
 colliding with a brick wall. 
Hanging up after a conversation like that....
 it leaves my world shattered.
As though I was in that train crash,
 my mind and body go numb.
The blood, rushing through my veins
 and pounding through my head
As though that panicky feeling came from
 a major tragedy.
Perhaps ending a relationship like ours
 is a major tragedy.
But crashes have survivors.
 I damn well intend to be one.