By J.S.   (WDBB67B@prodigy.com)
Date: 1 May 1998

May the first (may day)

and suddenly i realized exactly how much i meant to you
and today was the day that you pulled your love away
from me
from me
go run i see you go run
from me
and now i know what you meant
and now it all makes sense
i am destroyed
maybe i loved you too much
(and i did)
maybe i let you in too deep 
(and i did)
maybe i was too warm
(and now you're cold)
but i couldn't keep you warm
on a hot blizzard night
when it all rained down
did you order that storm
or was it a mistake?
i gave you all that i am
(you still have me)
where was your heart
when you touched me?
once i turned you away so much
that the only way out was to let you in
(and i did)
was it too much
or was it not what you wanted
i know you tell me otherwise
i died for you
i died when i begged
please don't say
without
want you to stay within
i'd give all i have to give
to keep you in my life
and today of all days
the end of me yet
has finally arrived
and now i know
the real you
who loved me and
who pushed me away
in the same hour.