By cleopatra
Date: 5 May 1998

UNTITLED

last night u were leaning on me.
i could hear your heart beating
but i knew the hearbeats werent for me.
last night u took my hand and held it.
yes, it was my hand u were holding but u wished it was hers.
last night u kissed me and i felt the passion inside u.
passion that was intended for her....not for me.
it isnt fair!!
why do u love her and not me.
why do u use me and why do i let u.
why do u have to complicate things when it was ok the way it was!
i wish it never happened...
no, i cant say that.
because deep inside i know i liked it.
rather, i loved it...
i love how i heard the beating of your heart syncronized with mine.
i love how u took my hand and held it and squeezed it once in a while.
i loved how u kissed me passionately but gently.
the way your lips felt against mine...
i love u.
and i see myself falling...
falling fast and hard.
and it just isnt fair 
cause there's nothing to cushion me
except a broken heart...
my broken heart.