By Keyna
Date: 18 February 1998

Remembering Lonliness...fondly...

Whatever could cause me to feel this way...
It's really not me & I'm just not okay...
Must be lacking that special thing in my life,
that mellows with age & comforts the strife.
I'd never have dreamed this would have occurred,
never noticed before & so long I've endured.
Not sharing, not caring, not daring to risk,
content to go on in this way & " exist ".
Existance is fair, not risking to share
my feelings again so that someone might care.
I've heard all is fair in love & war,
but no rules need apply, just don't open the door.
I've been touched far too deep, this can't be denied.
Must've let my guard down, now there's no place to hide...