By smellie@webtv.net
Date: 1 April 1998

My mind

I do not understand, 
What you tell me 
I just don't understand
How is that
How can that be,
What could have done this
You don't like me
You like someone else
I knew it
How could you do this to me
I understand now
You want me to leave you alone
I can't believe this
Why
I thought you hated me
Now it just turns out to be something worse
Our love it over
This hurts too much to think about it
I need some time alone
Please leave me
Go away please
GET OUT NOW!

This is what my mind does everytime I think of something 
This is how I think, it is miserable, I know I can control it 
but it is hard sometimes.  Please watch out for those who you 
might love who might think like this.  If you love one who 
thinks like this, You are in for a run for your money.  This is a 
true test of your love, If you pass, you love that one you passed with, 
if you don't then you just got a big fat F on this report card.  
This is a true test of your love for a person.  
I know from experience.  E-mail me if you wanna chat.