By joley@epix.net
Date: 12 April 1998

This is my everyday

I see myself breathing in the air that she just exhaled.  As our lips slowly
seperated from what seemed like a three day long kiss.  My arms were around her,
my hands gently carresing her beautiful hair.  We let eachother go only 
to join our hands as we walked down the beach to find the perfect spot to
watch the sun set.  We found it.  I watched the sun set, but i seen it through
my lovers' eyes.  Her beautiful brown eyes.  She looked at me and told me
that she loved me.  Ifelt the chill of the salt water wavespierce my skin
and enter my heart.  I then told her that I loved her.  She layed her head
deep in my arms with her leggs outstretched.  We layed and layed and 
layed.  The stars were soon visible.  As we layed I stared at the stars and
wondered how I could possibly express all of the love that I have for this 
woman, for she cannot possibly have a clue.  I thought of every word that I 
knew but could not find any that would tell her what my heart needed to
say.  I finally put off finding the right words until another time.  I then
began to think about what I was into.  I realized I was in a place I had 
always drempt about.  I was in what I could only describe as a spiritual
orgasm.  I had the ultimate inner peace within myself.  I was my true self 
for the first time ever.  Nothing mattered except thta we were together.
So I called the woman I love, but she had to go.  She was busy.