By bren_13
Date: 26 October 1998

Living and Loving

For months there was an abnormal happiness
almost unreal
The next few months were pure sadness
again unreal
But still i worked to uphold
the one thing i knew i loved
This relationship that seemed impossible,
seemed as if it would never work.

He said he never loved me,
he said he never would.
Then he left town.
They say absence makes the heart grow fonder.
They say you never know what ya got til its gone.
And in my case it was true.
If he would have just faced his fears...

After a year of struggle, 
and many months of pain,
things are good, our love is strong.
Stronger than either one of us ever knew it could be.
I only wish he were here, with me...
But you cant have everything.