By aron goh
Date: 2 October 1998

fufility

Cant' remember when i last saw you laugh.
This world makes you crazy and you vent all you can,
agains me, always these battles, the ordeal of our lives.
This wall between us,
who built it?
How much longer is it going to stand?
How much longer do i have to bear,
for these raining to end?
You cant', you dont' want to understand this fear which nag me constantly,
that one day, you might finally be awakened to face your folly,
your weakness, and live the rest, friendliness,
every passing hour dripped in the deepest regrets.
Oh! how we used to laugh away,
even the coldest nights!
No punishment is cruel enough than the memories of your innocence,
your laughter, still dancing in my heart.
When all i can see those days,
is a greying face, the hopless prey or your blind fury.
You ignore the agony in my eyes,
still i watch you hurl towards that horrible fate.
If the one i love,
still lives, somewhere inside this demented flesh,
hear my prayer, hear my plea, come back to me
Come back to our old days;
come back to reality, before its' too late!