By Chris
Date: 28 October 1998

Ture Love

When ture love arrive to you, what can you do?
Avoid it or face it! whenever it is a ture love or not,
Try ! You aren't regret for it!
I had a girl friend for seven years ago. 
She is my classmate of secondary school. she
is pretty, attractive, kind and generous. I didn't fancy her at
all but She was not here right now. "Cardiac Affection Heart Disease"
has taken her life since she 15 years old. "It was a deep impact in my
heart forever". I swore for her, "I promise her I can't approach any girls
within five years since she died." Now, seven years later, I absolutely
adore her and crazy for her. Everytime I will say good luck to
her, unable to taken off my eyes. I hoop she'll hold me tight, a
big hug. She set my heart on fire! I really enjoyed spending time
with her in every second. Everytime I close my eyes, I thought
about that, I got her and she got me too. Hands in hands, Face to face,
my heart just closed to her. Like a magic, sweet dream. Anyone tell me,
Is it a ture love? Ture love never run smooth, isn't it? I have
done what I swore, I haven't chased any girls, even talk with them.
As long as she love me but I can't hear her voice, touch her hairs,
, catch her eyes, show her my soul forever. I was painful when I
thought that. Sometimes, my tear dropt down when I prayed for her.
Did she hear me cry? I am scare, I fall in love to other girls
again. What can I do? I am so confused ,miserable and I lost my
way. I want to forget her but I won't.
Her view stay in my soul, on my brain. These are bad days for me,
especailly for Valentine's day, christmas, new year! Can we just
a talk in paradise, in my dream! I realized that friendship and
love are so precious. When ture love come here, we just go long
and take along. It is enough!