By Marla McGinley - Marla_McGinley@panda-law.com
Date: 2 October 1998

Another Untitled...

I hate the anger I feel, I hate how it ruins the mood
But how does one stop the past from haunting the present
Old places you know, how many have known them with you
Even your kisses and the way you make love started in the past
Before me, not with me, not for me, not by me
I often believe it will never change but how can I go on
Can I live the rest of my life knowing, ignoring the past
And why lately has it become so potent, why now
Is it being with your family, hearing of old friends
Or is it simply that I'm scared of living as husband and wife
God I hate this, I hate how it makes me feel
Why can't it stop, make it go away, stop haunting me
Fucking past burn in hell

Marla