By Joyous Date: 19 September 1998
Shut out, cut off from the world around; lonliness in silence, breaking not with sound. Left out, no one to call my very own arms that do not hold me, but leave me all alone. Closed out, Sadness all that I can see laughter, smiles and tears, cheeks not wet for me. Pushed out, left alone blackness fills my brain; Nothing left to understand this world has Gone insane.... -JCP