By Crystal Wilkinson
Date: 3 September 1998

Are you still with her?

Sometimes I wonder,
if you think of her,
and if you do how often?
I try to figure out what she did,
to get that kind of hold on you,
the kind,I can't seem to grasp?

Sometimes I wonder,
why your past relationship with her,
bothers me so much.
I even wish at times,
that ours could be the same.
Why,I don't know.
If it was all that great,
you'd still be with her,right?
Or, are you still with her,
in your mind and in your heart?

And if you are, 
where does that leave me?
Just by your side,
Pretending.