By ZoE
Date: 16 September 1998

Whims Of My Heart

i remember the looming shadow of the godess tigress heart
a wave of misconception and unaquited lust
the taste of his bitter and sweet to my tounge
love was our mission
i lost track of the path
hiding from myself
glittering of getting lost in his music and myself
like the dusty fragments of my forbidden addiction he drifted from
 the tips of my whim
for charity and sweetness i remember in my dream of my flailing arms
begging for his sign of affection
met with ice as cold as his two sides
first an agel at my bittersweet earth
then a sorrow the color of black velvet ashes
as the tears i once drank turned in to remorse
i press against the tainted glass
i miss the grassy country
with wet mud and shiny embers of gladly met solitude
never to regret being free