By Athina perfect_angell@hotmail.com
Date: 13 September 1998

Wonder

I don't understand why I do what I do.
I wake up every morning and think about you. 
I think about the love we shared
and I begin to cry.
When I get to school, I forget all about you.
I begin to hit on all the guys.
I try to think about a new relationship.
When I get home, I begin again to think of you.

I don't understand why I do this.
Is my heart trying to let you go?
Am I trying to let the thoughts of you
escape from my soul?
Is this the process of losing you?
Or is it the process of me moving on with my life?

Could someone please tell me why I do what I do??