By Mandy~~~(acidrain@ncci.net)
Date: 16 July 1999

Me...Adam Tomaszewski...this is to u

Sometimes the loosing isn't the worst in life.  The never having and the wishing
sometimes hurts the most.  Those of you fortunate to have loved are ultimately
wealthy.  I haven't loved yet...maybe i'm one of those people who will only love 
once?  I don't know.  I just know that somewhere out there is a guy or a girl
for everyone and the finding them is the grand adventure and maybe even the bain
of our extistence.  Some people find them, some don't, and think they do.  You 
never really know....yet in some ways i suppose u can...I just know that somewhere
out there is a wonderful person made just for me and u.  We simply have to be 
patient and follow our own hearts dreams on our path of life to somehow arrive
at their door to knock.  When u find that person, hold tight, because if you find
that person...forever will not be long enough.

Adam, i'm 17 and can't get dates at all...i'm lonely and i know why.  You have 
been fortunate enough to love 3 times...savor it and live the memories until
someone new and maybe even more special comes along to make u forget all those 
other people!  It will get better, you have to believe that!  Sometimes i don't,
and it hurts.  Be strong...all this loosing, it is making us stronger, so that
in the future, we will be able to hold tighter to the ones we were meant to have.

Hang in there and be strong!
if u read this and i hope u do...email me!