By ~L~
Date: 16 July 1999

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the pain is so hard to describe it's ripping through me 
like a knife soul tormenting pain that parts my lips in 
a silent scream because no sound could ever fully express
how much i hurt i want to tell you how you've killed me 
inside but when i face you there are no words to speak 
i want to cry but the tears won't come no matter how long
i lie away at night willing myself to sob away all my anger
and frustration over you and so i ramble on and on to anyone 
who will listen trying to give them some of my pain to bear
but they turn away not understanding and so i carry all this 
weight alone miserably alone as i wait for the day when i 
won't think about you...