By ZoE
Date: 7 July 1999

pale

he is not coming
so I say I won't take that trip
he is living on blue pills
I am swimming in disenchantment
today was like 6th grade all over again
little kids making fun of my name
Randy says he thinks it's ok to let it slide
I am 2/3 grown up
he says I need to re-learn my alphabet
he says I need to re-think this transitional phase
I need to start living
not just exsisting
I need to watch where I step
I need to map out a plan
I've got to get out of bed
I've got to ward off the demons
2 weeks ago you said I was growing up just fine
Think I'm already supposed to be
maybe next time I won't miss that train
you are walking in the hallways of my dreams