By deevaa
Date: 20 July 1999

the phone call (aka confusion iv)

Last night he called from Tokyo.
He sounded a bit lost,
a lot like he misses us.
and the thought of that made me happy.
is that cruel of me?
maybe it is...
but talking to him made me happy
and he made me laugh
and he made me smile
then he talked with our baby,
and he made him laugh
and they made me smile 
when kisses where exchanged 
via the wires between here and there.
Maybe this distance isn't so bad,
maybe it is a good thing...
so far its just bringing us closer together...
a common bond to cling to...
and the thought of that makes me happy.
this phone call is just the beginning
we have a long way to go
and maybe my heart will be freed by the journey
or maybe it will be re-captured.
but he once made me laugh
and he once made me smile.
and we once made a baby.
and they made me smile.
and they are all good things
like the phone call.