By ZoE
Date: 30 July 1999

Popsickle

you left in April and I knew when I heard that dial tone that 
you took that plane
it was so beautiful that day
and i realized that i needed you more than i knew
you left with a popsickle in my mouth
with a heart that measures the distance
tonight i think i might see a trace of you
and I stare at these ridiculous things and I cry
I hate myself and I need you really
and nobody wants to know my secret when they see my wandering eyes
I think of you like maybe there is something to sacrilige
now I can say I always jesus was hot
you are completely invisable and I need you to stop this
I need to touch you tonight so I feel ok
right now I need to hear you speak when I can't 
bet you'll find a beautiful Freanch girl and then I can only hope you'll
love me still