By kevin urenda
Date: 25 July 1999
unworthy
unworthy
I deserved it
that flat lullabye of
a resigned sigh and
a refrain of
I am going to sleep now
it did not lull me to sleep
it did not soothe my savage heart
it did not make me feel worthy
of anything other than the
cold shoulder I made sure
that you gave me
but I deserved it
My mind was made up
even though my heart wanted
what you say you were ready to share
I just wish I didn't make myself
deserving of feeling lonely
unworthy
unloved
07.09.99
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