By Liz
Date: 13 November 1999

My life

I bring along my past as part of who I am
It's a part I wish I could escape like a animal in his hunters grip
I have lived a life of  battered words with tearful jilted hits
Dark comfort  of pain ,frustrated memories tormented my life
Powerless and demoralized I lived
Clouds of darkness overwhelmed within
Love was just a memory I heard about in stories..
Holding on a vision for a a life with comfort
I clinged to the memories of my childhood
I time in which had known true loves core
A Time before the pain of perplexity
Weak soul listen and hear the music play
Listen for the words and passion bring upon   freedom
Flow with Rhythm the mind wanders
Toward A place of solitude
Waves of emotion escape as tears bleed with pain
Soul  runs free naked into the night
Affectionate dance wraps around me like an Angel from heaven
Taken my life into my hands feeling the power within
My soul weak and fragile cast off  toward open shores
As the years go by I begin to fill this emptiness inside
Each kind word.. Each soft touch
Fills my heart like passion for music
No more emotions bottled up
Scars healing day by day
My heart starts to dance
Searching for a love felt with kind^ness
Soul strong and passionate
I carry on moving on in search for you
You came to me as a friend
Showing me how to laugh and be free
Like many others have tried before..
BUt you touched a part of my heart that has never been felt
Not a face in front of me to sooth the eyes..
But a voice of comfort to sooth my soul..
Passion among friends
Sharing my past in hopes you understand
My soul becoming one with yours
My heart dances around in front of you
Showing you the light within my eyes`
Wanting you to follow the path that brings you onto me
I love you my dear friend... Not as a friend but as a soulmate
Showing you  I shall love you with all My mind, body and soul.......
NOW AND FOREVER
My friend shall you always be ...
Even if our paths shall never meet.........

SwtLiz ^99