By liz
Date: 16 November 1999

Am I mad?

AM I mad?
HELL yes I am mad

What a question to ask someone you just told them all I want is your happiness..
BUT not with me.. You have played a part in my life even if you didn't want too.
My fault for letting you in to bring a light into my heart and make it beat
 again.. Not you my dear.. But me.. WE can't help feel what we feel.. I can't
stay mad forever.. but it helps me deal with the thought of not waking up in
your arms and hearing you say.. " Can you stay a little bit longer...
"How about forever"

How I hate myself for feeling this way... How I hate myself for letting you
 break down the wall I had spent years building... Now once again.. my heart
flows with tears..... and body shakes with emotions that was only felt by one!


Love Suxs