By frontman
Date: 30 November 1999

here i go again

here i go again
mending a broken heart
staring at nothing
and feeling like crying
been smoking again
playing them sad songs again
thinking of painting
my room black
tearing up loveletters
and photographs
of picture-perfect moments
writing them pathetic poems again
forcing myself to smile
mocking my state of mind
having this need
to play these forgotten
death metal cd's
and ride along their trip
towards oblivion...