By Kevin Kelly; snowjo16@aol.com
Date: 21 January 1999

Eternal Confuse

Today is the day of eternal confuse, 
It hurts me to think what I had, 
I did loose, but I didn't loose her, 
For her loss is of me, 
Her mind was to youthful, as for us to be, 
I hate the way we parted, the way,
We came unglued, I learned that, 
She loved me for as not to be rude, 
Such a sluty way to say it, Put down, 
Like a whore, the girl I did care for, 
I care for no more, yet I, 
Miss her like somthing's not there, 
I don't know why in mind, 
Of her I stare, but her I love not, 
For she hurt me inside, 
Her word of love to me has lied, 
My mind chasing visions, 
Of love lost and fourd,
Inside I am dieing, in her memory I drowned, 
With spite I conclude this day of eternal confuse, 
With all that is hiding we have yet to loose, 
I bid you farewell as the day falls apart, 
With my mind still dieing and her cold black heart.

                                  Kevin Kelly 1/20/99