By deevaa (deevaa@paradise.net.nz)
Date: 10 January 1999

love letter

Darling....

we spoke on the phone for the first time last night, 
now all I can think about is you.
Your voice fills my head, and I can hardly hold back the smile 
that has danced on my lips since. Not that I have tried or even wanted to.

I looked it up in my diary, and the first time we meet was such a 
short time ago, when you count the months... but if feels like forever, 
we have been though so much together, enough for 2 lifetimes, which is 
what it is, essentially, yours and mine.

My head and heart are filled with you, your voice, your words, your charm, 
your caring, your .... your "you-ness".

I am sorry we didn't get to say goodbye properly... 
but we might never have to say goodbye...  you seem so close to me in my heart 
that often I think you are here all the time, here watching over me, 
my own guardian angel, meant just for me.

It is not possible to love anyone more that what I do you...  

I swear... 

I love you... more, the most and forever.