By me
Date: 7 January 1999

Chapter 13

In the stillness of this quiet loud room
I am deafened by the sound of the nothingness
that has begun to consume me a little more each day

You go on...
I go on...
Seemingly apart.
Yet just underneath one another's surfaces.

You no longer see me..only who I was
I no longer see me,you or anybody else for that matter.
Blinded by love you are the Heatchliff to my Cathy
Muted by fate I am a restless spirit in the aftermath of our love.

I long to blow out this white candle 
And let the darkness envelop me as
I sadly watch the curtains close
on the last act of this sad play entitled.
the tragedy of losing you.
But I can't...
But I won't..
the show must go on.