By Kelly White
Date: 21 January 1999

If You Don't

How do you expect me to deal with my emotions when my pain is to deep,
but I can't bare it no more.
So I have to tell you this....
If you don't turn around and walk away from me tonight.
I could loose my heart, because the way I feel towards you. 
I could loose control and take you in my arms and never let you go.
I try my hardest to be strong to act if nothings wrong, but the more I sit and stare.
I could only imgine how touching you makes me feel inside, but if I take that chance.
Tomorrow would you let me stay.  so instead I should keep this to myself and never let you know.
I know its not right and I guess I should do with out you, but if you look in my eyes, past my dark brown eyes,
deep down into my soul.  You can see the pain that I have bared for you.  That I've already fallen in love with you.
So what should I do.....
This is what I decided
See you were always there for me to help me with my problems.
I know am not going to be as happy as I can be, because we always thought we would never say goodbye.
Like I said If you don't turn away from me you can hurt me even more, but the love that I have treasure for you It can't never be replace nor can I loose it