By aprile (satans daughter) Date: 29 January 1999
i cut myself to day thinking of you anthony when you pushed me away i felt as if you didn't give a damn and neither did i i want to die it hurts so much this pain this hurt i feel all the time i try so hard but always fail i cut myself today to see myself bleed i dug the hole and planted the seed water it and watch it grow it will die eventually