By kevin urenda, kluless70@hotmail.com Date: 20 January 1999
Sometimes I despair at my own stupidity. My mind makes blunders that my heart cannot easily recover from. It is as if my mind must hold itself over a flame in order to be burned... Like pulling the wings off of butterflies, my mind has a morbid curiosity and a devious way of trying to feel like it has control over something it never will ever grasp - The matter of love... 1/4/99