By J.S.
Date: 3 December 1998

angel's fall (damnation)

damn that computer
that shoved you away
damn the one that lied to you
damn the betrayal
(i've had a few too
remember?)
damn the sex
damn the drugs
damn the desires that drive
you crazy in the night
damn the phone that never rings
but buzzes in my ear
damn the fact you need the
anonymous more than me
damn the fact they make 
you happy
damnit i couldn't be all you
ever needed
damn the fact i can't damn you
damnit you're so attractive
damnit i want you
damnit i'll always want you-
damn.
i've lost the best thing in my life.