By alison
Date: 22 December 1998

color me confused

you told me
  best friends 
   only sleep together 
in the movies
(or in that homegrown song). 

but there weren't any
  last night 
    regrets
and we decided
not to 
  
expect 

anymore
and we were 
okay with that. 
.
but now you 
tell me 
you dream about me
and you miss me -
  and this was not 
  in the plan -
and i can't decide 
whether i should 
fuck   your   friends
or forgive you
because i don't think
either one 
would really 
make me happy. 



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