By BlckJetta Girl
Date: 21 December 1998

You'll never be mine

It's been a year now,
Since I've fallen in love with you. 
My heart's been broken,
Shattered.

We were once good friends,
than we've ever been before.
Now my heart still crawls out to you,
And you keep shutting the door.

I've lied to you,
And broke lots of promises I'd make.
I suffer all this,
And then you start to hate.

You've broken my heart,
too many times.
I confront you about this,
You say you've caused no crime.

I'd cry and get mad,
But it doesn't any good.
I'd like to put you in my place,
This I wish I could.

You could feel all the pain,
And the heartaches I've dealt.
I would hurt you so bad,
To show you how I felt.

But I can't do it to you,
I stay by your side.
With all the hurt and pain,
I go along for the ride.

I know it's my own fault,
To stay right with you.
I just wait for the day,
When you say i love you too.

I know this will never happen,
This day will never come too.
I can't seem to accept it,
There's just that something about you,

Keeps making me hold on.
If only you were mine.