By me
Date: 21 December 1998

NOW

Once again we return to what was before.
Vague e-mails and veiled responses.
It is much simpler than the truth.
It is much simpler than you and i ever were.
But we know what really happened in that train station.
YOU SLIPPED !You let your guard down and for one moment
you forgot that you weren't supposed to be loving me.
You weren't supposed to hold me the way you did.
But YOU DID!

What is the end result ?
Which one of us will walk away ?
Did either of us walk away to begin with ?
You love me more now than you ever have.
We created one more perfect memory 
Eyes don't lie.
Neither do "platonic" hugs.
And the charade goes on.
You in your world.
I in mine.
Separate but ALWAYS one.
It was good seeing you.