By me
Date: 22 December 1998

A conversation revisited

Much wiser now the two converse again(imaginarily of course).....

So.... I say.

So.... you answer back.

What now ?

I don't know you say.

That is the first non vague answer you have given me in a while.

Do you love me I ask sheepishly.

You have to ask? you tease me.

So... I love you...you love me.

But...

But...

You know ....

I do ? I thought you knew.

Me ? I don't really know.Do you ?

No....

I am still ME aren't you ?

I don't know any more you respond starting to feel uncomfortable.

Why ?

Because seeing you brought it all back. I am still in love with you.
and now your nice..pleasant like even better than when we first met.

So tell me something i don't know oh beautiful one....

I thought i could live without you.
I  thought i had this whole other life without 
you and just when i thought i had buried your ghost you begin haunting me .

I am sorry....no I am not. I won't lie ALWAYS  means always.

I thought....

NO you didn't ...

Ok, I tried to fool myself into thinking that...

But it didn't work...did it ?

NO ! Damn you and your God you smile with tears in your eyes.

Well.. why don't you join me and my God for an after Christmas holiday
celebration ? I"ll be on my best behavior 0 :)

And then what ?

We will talk and have a good time... does that sound terrible ?

No...

We did pretty good the other day right ?

Yeah...

Ok ?

We'll see...

*vague dialogue ends with little resolved but lots of fun abound : )
and as always it will be continued ......



Well, I don't either