By me
Date: 23 December 1998

And so it goes

So you think I am not me anymore? Is that it ?I ask quite curiously

Well sort of......

It's like this you don't love me.You love ME . DO I got that right ?

The you you used to be you answer almost under your breath.

Is it coldness you sense in me ? Is it that I hold back or could it be that I am respecting your feelings and you are not used to that from little OLD selfish me.


You just don't seem like you.....

Oh I guess if I threw my arms around you and sobbed inconsolably that would be better ...

no but it would be more you...at least the you that I am used to...

Well speaking about people who have changed I say.... are you trying to tell me that you no longer love me ?

No...well I guess that I loved the old you and I don't even know if that person exists anymore.

Oh....I see well I can't run after you down a beach.

I DON"T WANT THAT ! You respond hotly.

I know but that is the kind of answer I would have given you. ME remember ?
and as for changes that have taken place in what YOU want I guess those changes are set in stone right ?

No response....

I guess you really don't love me anymore

No response....

But I love you ...but according to you YOU don't exist anymore. So does that mean I am in love with a ghost or were you just being the old you in front of me
or do you even know who the hell you are anymore ? I thougth it was natural that is what you said. I thought you felt comfortable. YOU DID SAY THAT !

I know.... I know...

*end of imaginary conversation*