By latia stevenson
Date: 10 December 1998

i thought

i thought that if
i gave him everything he needed
he'd do the same.
i thought that if 
i confess my love to him
he'd confess his to me.
i thought that if
i would take the time to find out
more about him
he'd learn more about me.
i thought that if 
if i was just there when he needed me and 
not crowd that man
he'd be there for me.
i thought that if
i told everyone elso no
then he'd say yeah to me.
i thought that if 
i loved him fully and completely
then he'll pick me.
i thought that 
one day we'll be true.
all thats in the past.
now i am like Monica.
"I think its about time that i ring the bell and carry on."