By Crystal
Date: 26 June 1999

Changes

YOu said you'd probably spend the night here,
but as usual,
I come home from the bar you don't show,
so I leave.

Hanging out with my friends,
everyonr telling me it's over to forget you,
well,  when I finally had enough,
I left,
drove by your friends,
you weren't there.
I started to go to your house,
but changed my mind...
decided to come back home,
and then I saw your truck , parked in my lot,
my heart almost completely stooped,
just when I'm strong enough to let you go....
you're there.

I love you more than life.
I'm not 15 yrs. old anymore,
my life is not a game.

you can't Just come in and go out as you please,
I can say,
but god,
how I wish I could feel it.

Now for once I've been gone,
and it's you this time,
wondering why at 5:oo in the morning,
I'm not home.

How's it feel,
To be me,
To love you and have no clue,
as to what's going on your head?
How does it feel ,
to pass out not knowing if the person your so in love with ,
has found someone new?