By sinneD
Date: 6 June 1999

Death Of A Nightmare

I feared contemplating the universe
for it made me feel small and insignificant
like I'm not part of the masterplan
and this feeling invaded even my unconcious state
and became the main ingredient of a recurring nightmare
about me shrinking, vanishing in the vastness of the world
that many a night I woke up thinking
about the death of an unimportant insect
whose lifeless body will stay unnoticed by it's kind
until it turns to dust maybe, or nothing at all.
But I haven't had a bad dream since you began loving me
and only yesterday, I had the courage to try again
to encompass the heavens with my mind
and I found inspiration in it's boundless beauty,
I found art, I found you, I found my role...



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