By Manet> goddess77@mail.utexas.edu
Date: 21 June 1999

Incentive

There was a bit    of child in my voice
  almost    like how I used to  ask you to
	show me your dick	Right
Anyway  	could you hear it
	     you know
the voice
   Oh ya I forgot that you don't know
how the new one sounds
		     (voice)
So when you
	said you missed me
   what exactly
is it that you miss
                     (voice)
Ya I'm not so sure you would like
       the new one         I don't
So anyway  how are you
         and how am I     Oh fine fine
doing some writing   artwork
         looking for a new job  trying to lose
weight  trying not to feel   and you
	Well ya
you should definitely come up
we could screw on the lawn of the
 	capitol   
Ya   that will be great
         By the way
I guess I never did touch it
   You know        IT
		sorry
Oh sure     well when you come up
	I will touch it
          Yes   I PROMISE
(jesus!)
    It has been so long   I know
Since your driveway and those
        times we tried to explain
	a pink moon      and
an old soul   in the same evening
                    (back when we
                     still had parents)
        And my room with the
Pepto Bismol curtains and    matching
		pillows
And your bed with   your voice and
         BEING THERE
with all the  world stretched   out
	      like a   blanket before     us
           Us
And how    you were so jealous  of me
         Oh oh oh     and that time    YES
  that time when we  even cried together
	because you wanted me   to tell you
and I couldn't    so you held me   and
      I   cried   and I think you did    too
        Wonder how we would be now    together
Because all the things    you thought you
             wanted   in a girl   I am now   and you
are  everything I need      (I think)
			   Plus
 my breasts
	       are so    much   bigger