By Crystal
Date: 13 June 1999

I've never cried like I did tonight

Not remembering what went on,
a part of me hopes I never do.
Being taken advantage of is a scary thing.
Waking up and wondering, crying your eyes out,
not rembering faces or advances, 
is not something I am fond of.

Yet, although it was me being hurt,
I could only think of you.
How I wish you'd been there to prevent this,
how I love you with all my heart,
how will this affect us?
Can you ever touch me again?
And somehow when I thought I'd lost tomorrow,
you were there for me, you didn't stop loving me,
you held me in your arms, and kissed me on the face,
trying to control my tears.
And I, trying to hold them back,
lost it and your shoulder was there to cry on.

Yet I've never cried like I have tonight.
you know true friends will do exactly what mine did,
the told me, knowing it would hurt me,
of how you acted tonight.
Holding her in your arms,
throwing your charm on her the way you did me,
dancing 'till dawn with someonelse, 
the someonelse I was always curious of.

Never once stopping to think of how much more worse I would feel knowing, 
than anything anyone could ever do to me.
They may have had me but you had my heart,
it was always in the right place.  
Was yours tonight?

I've never cried like I have tonight!