By heart Song
Date: 18 June 1999

The Agony of my Estacy

If I knew that loving you would be so painful
would I have fallen so hard?
If I knew that every minute without you 
would be be torture.
Would I have given you so much of myself?
You are my every thought, 
you control my actions.
I'm so totally and completely yours.
But you know all of this. 
You know me, you know how I feel.
You know that I love you, that I live for you, 
that my life wouldn't be complete without you.
I love you so much it hurts 
and the very thought of life without you is so unbareable
I can't even comprehend it.
You are the agony of my estacy.