By Cosette
Date: 21 June 1999

Polaris

seen your eyes
it twinkled like Polaris
a gaze held your smile 
the dipper
that took my blood
that emptied my stream
me a creamy pale-white 
and you just poured it unto 
my whole consciousness
leaving me dripping wet...
bathing at my own life
cocaine - giddy 
losing sight
just to satisfy your aim
just to assure i see 
no other stars around

but now your eyes
is a quarry
an open pit 
of cold stone
where i throw stiffness
i n d i f f e r e n c e

you smile again
what a charity for you 
that i smile back
because has it ever occurred 
to you that
you can never
make me a fool again?



for a former love "Tox"
inspired by sinneD