By Jill
Date: 20 June 1999

Sweet Talker

As I lay in bed at night, and recal times we have shared
All our great conversations, i truly thought you cared

Then the realization comes, and i remember it was lies
All the trust it had in you will never be revived.

I hate the thought of you being with her, when you were supposed to be with me
All the signs were very clear, but I was too blind to see

Things you said you felt for me, and made me think were true
I believed them all so readily, I put all my faith in you

I know that i should hate you for the way you made me feel
The love you felt for me was fake, but my love for you was real

You left me with my heart in peices, while yours was still intact
And the part about this that kills me the most, is i'd give anything to have you back

But all these feelings must be pused aside, i deserve much more than this
And I know one day you'll be left alone, and it will be me that you will miss