By Oragami Voice
Date: 29 May 1999

Untitled

she's the most beautiful girl
taking the place of angels
sober when she bleeds
I hide her in the trees
I love her so

He is sagittarius in bloom 
on my tounge
in my heart
I will lick his feet
(hes says I smoke too much) (maybe)

she says goodnight and kisses my cheek
I love her hopelessly like that cigarette
I cry almost and think nothing of the half moon
(but I lie)
they recreate in trees
when the one you love writes her poetry you have to think

he says -I can taste it-
and this page
my exsistence
I tear so easily
like paper

he writes
he takes
my love rotates
I love him against the pale sun

my mother she has found god- she says
I think it is in her head
he kisses
he kisses (only) me (I think)
I hope these disiples know what they are talking about on that t.v.

I thought I knew myself so well
but I learn
his car
his dick
is mine
but she says he shows it to everyone

he eats these children
I am indesisive so who can blame him
she is beautiful
the truth is I tear so easily
now he knows it
who can balme him

he sleeps all the time
I take all the credit
love is the number of pages she reads
she knows me so well

I want to make a tape of him sleeping
I want him to go out
no, I want him to wait for me
and I think of me (only)

I want to wrap him up (not in a blanket of lies)
(between my theighs)
I want him to pick me up late
between the sheets we meet
I want to tell him glass didn't cut me
It was myself in a lullaby I sang myself a hundred times (a thousand) to calm down
these blue pills can't always be our saving grace

I lie where he has lain
I take his saliva like communion
I want to go where his eyes hide his secrets

he calls me Mary Magdelene
I am his whore in a blanket of crumbs
I like these cigarettes
my worst enemy_ I can't escape_ for she lies in me
etch your horrors into my wrists and sleep