By Elizabeth Rogers....starryeyed4ever123@yahoo.com
Date: 29 May 1999

Yesterday

Yesterday I cried;
I'm not even sure why.
Maybe it was because I missed you,
Or maybe it was because I realized
That I still love you.
Nothing makes sense anymore.
I wonder aimlessy looking for an answer;
Some advice perhaps.
An answer to a neverending question.
Deep down I know I must let you go.
But I never realized it would be this hard.
And now you are desperately trying to 
Become part of my life again.
My task seems impossible;
Unattainable.
I am not even sure I can accomplish
Letting you go.
But I must try;
I have to
Because I am only making myself miserable.
If only you knew how much affect you have on me;
How much control.
It makes me sick.
Because I let you and
Because I think you know you
Have me where you want me.
But one day I will prove myself wrong.
I will let you go
And never look back.
Yesterday I cried.