By Crystal
Date: 5 April 1999

Confusion

There's things I'd like to say,
and questions I'd like to ask,
uncertain of the wording,
and scared of your reaction.

So, I sit alone and confused,
afraid, with a few minutes of your time,
our whole lives will change completely.
Our relationship may get better,
or by pressure, it may get worse.

Understanding where our future lies
has become very important to me.
Yet, you are so confusing.
I can't tell if you want us to last forever
or just until tomorrrow.

I need some form of committment,
Am I not good enough to marry,
not good enough to move in,
although I sleep here every night?

I need something...,
answers.
To the questions,
I'm afraid to ask.